Renouncing Marxism and Communist atheism
In 1973, while her father was out of the country, Zhivkova’s luxury car was in a collision with another vehicle, reportedly leaving her with serious head injuries. Recuperating, she foreswore conventional medicine for traditional and herbal remedies, and it is said that it was during this time she began making intensive and regular contact with the oracle Vanga who occupies a special place in Bulgarian contemporary culture. Later, Zhivkova allegedly developed additional interests in Native American and particularly native Mexican beliefs and mysticism.
The Zhivkova of this period was already a world traveler, sometimes in the company of her father and sometimes not. In all, her globetrotting would take her to destinations both in and out of the communist bloc, including India and Nepal a number of times (she later reportedly told friends she had learnt not only meditation but levitation too), and even on unaccompanied trips to West Germany and the United States.
“Unity, Creativity, Beauty”
Her motto, which also became that of the arts and education in Bulgaria, was “Unity, Creativity, Beauty”
Recollections about Zhivkova highlight her interest in Theosophy, Hinduism, Buddhism, Sufism, parapsychology, vegetarianism, yoga, Madame Blavatsky, Gurdjieff and, so some say, her claim to have had dialogue in séances with – among others – Napoleon and Jesus.
The legacy of Zhivkova, with which anyone living in Sofia would be familiar, was a series of construction projects in the 1970s and the beginning of the 1980s: the National Gallery of Foreign Art, the National Palace of Culture, and the display in the crypt of Alexander Nevsky Cathedral. She is in at the founding of an Ancient Theater which performs, at Nevsky and at Sveti Georgi church in Sofia, mystery plays. Her brainchild is Kambanite, a display of bells from many countries of the world, located in the same place that she oversaw the August 1979 Banner of Peace extravaganza. The Kambanite event is the pinnacle in a continuing theme of Zhivkova’s practice of events involving children, in whom she saw mystical possibilities through their innocence.
“Think of me as fire”
Zhivkova died at the age of 38 from a brain tumor. Unsubstantiated rumors continue to circulate that perhaps Zhivkova was murdered by those who disapproved of her esoteric interests.
The official cause of death was a brain hemorrhage. Some suggest that the 1973 car collision finally had killed her. Others say it had been a subtle, slow-acting poison (a precursor of the Litvinenko death, perhaps).
Varying accounts describe her as having been depressed in the weeks before her death and having reverted to conventional medicine, including sleeping pills.
Others say that she had been in fine form. They recall her repeating, even in the final days before her death, what had become a favorite saying: “Think of me as fire”.